The Glass House
Reason 4: Insincere Worship
You cannot please God if you do not know Him.
You cannot know God if you do not worship Him. It is impossible
to worship God unless you worship him truthfully (sincerely, not
just going through the motions or modeling what you see around
you) and by means of the Office of the Person of the Holy Spirit
(which is what pastors and deacons mean when they talk about
worshipping God “in Spirit and in truth”). Whatever your
prejudices about the charismatic experience, you must separate
that thought—the charismatic experience—from an understanding of
and relationship with The Holy Spirit. To worship God, you
simply must employ this Person and understand how His ministry
works.
God wants to know us and wants us to know Him. God loves us and
wants us to talk to Him. However, we, in and of ourselves,
cannot speak to God. We are too unclean, too flawed in nature,
to have anything at all to say to God. Jesus Christ died to give
mankind a chance to return to God, to be redeemed to Him. Jesus
Christ was punished for our failures, for our flaws, so that,
when we approach God, God no longer sees our sin, but sees a
flawed person whose flaws have been corrected—whose shortcomings
have been adjusted—by the sacrifice of His Son’s life.
But, when we speak to God, when we commune with Him, it is the
Holy Spirit—that third Person of the Trinity—Who goes to work
for us. When we worship in church, this is what we are
doing—communing with God. Worship has nothing to do with music.
Nothing to do with stage lights. Nothing to do with some guy
holding a mic grinning at you.
Worship is an individual and personal experience: you and God
and your desire not so much to please Him or even obey Him but
to know Him. In Catholic mass, they refer to this as knowing
God, “in the unity of the Holy Spirit.”
Worship is not about raising your hands. We raise our hands
because we don’t know what else to do, but raising our hands is
not, in and of itself, worship. It is an outward manifestation
of an internal process of surrendering ourselves to Him. If you
have not surrendered yourself to God, to the worship experience,
all the hand-raising in the world won’t get you where you’re
going.
The reason a lot of people leave church empty and fall away is
that they fail to connect, in any visceral way, to God. The
biggest cause of this is (1) poor teaching at the church and (2)
the timidity of the seeker. Most people who don’t know God are,
frankly, afraid to admit it. Most people who do not understand
what worship is are afraid to ask. They just go through the
motions, like puppets, waving their hands and crying and
pretending to have some kind of worship experience, when what
they are doing is emulating these outward things. The outward
things should be consequential to what is happening on the
inside. Only God knows how sincere you are about seeking Him.
You can wave your hands and twirl and fall out and all of that,
but God knows whether or not you’re faking it. And, sadly, most
of us—white and black—are.
We don’t need to lead
perfect lives to worship God, but we should *want* to
live perfect lives. There was only one Man Who lived a perfect
life, Who set that standard, a standard we, as flawed and sinful
human beings, cannot match. But we should *want* to match it. We
should try, or *strive*, to live holy lives. God rewards our
motives, our intentions, our efforts to be more like Him. Far
too many of us just throw up our hands and use our flawed
humanity as an excuse for acting like morons. Being flawed is no
excuse. Being flawed only points up our need for Jesus. And,
flawed or not, we should *desire* to live holy lives, and we
should discipline ourselves (what the mothers call, “crucifying
the flesh”) and deny ourselves in order to strive for perfection
and holiness.
Holiness is a discipline. It’s a journey. Many if not most black
Church Folk are simply undisciplined. Impatient, insecure,
selfish, vain, greedy. Holiness denies all of those things.
People who behave that way are giving outward signs of an inward
corruption. Thus, when they enter the church house and start
speaking in tongues and rolling down the aisle and catching
vapors, that whole circus is simple vanity [Matthew 15:7-9].
Discipline is Mr. Spock from Star Trek or Kwai-Chang Kane from
Kung Fu. Not that you have to be emotionless like Spock, but
self-controlled like Spock. Making decisions about what your
spiritual goals are and denying yourself daily in order to
achieve them.
You have to at least be on this journey in order to worship God.
This by no means suggests you must be perfect—perfection being
the goal of the journey—but you must at least desire to please
God, to be more like Him, in order to commune with Him. Beloved,
you simply must learn the difference between the mechanics of
your particular tradition and what worship actually is. The
outward expression of that communion—whether it is quiet
meditation or loud hollering—is all about cultural differences.
The inward process is universal: true worship is about communing
with God by means of the blood sacrifice of Jesus Christ and the
Ministry of the Holy Spirit. Far too many Christians are never
taught about the essential nature of worship, which is a big
reason why the church isn't growing.
Next: Reason Five: Youth Ministry
Christopher J. Priest
6 July 2008
editor@praisenet.org
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